Nothing but a Wisp & a Drift Ft. Daisia Pulz
The reason why we struggle with insecurity is because we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else’s highlight reel. -Steven Furtick
For as long as I can remember, I've struggled with an inferiority complex—a feeling of being less than or not good enough. This isn't due to a lack of support from my family or friends, nor a complete absence of self-confidence. I know my strengths, but I tend to focus heavily on my weaknesses. I suppose it's the artist within me that craves validation. However, it's not the validation of an audience I seek, but a true sense of contentment with what I create.
When it comes to photography, I often find myself in a tug-of-war between what I want to create and what is commercially profitable. I realized a while ago that my artistic preferences don't always translate to profit, and in a world where profit often signifies success, this has been challenging. Thankfully, I think I've found my balance—a beautiful balance between creating stunning images for teens and families and pursuing deeply artistic projects for myself.
This is why I created the Soul Creative Project. It's a series where I can be raw and vulnerable with you, showcasing my essence as an artist—the fun, vivacious, deep, and somber sides of me. These are aspects of myself that I've kept hidden for a long time. Now, I move forward without hesitation or regret, free from insecurity. This is me, and this is what I can create.
"Nothing but a Wisp & a Drift" is about our vulnerabilities. Sometimes, we may feel like nothing but a wisp and a drift—vulnerable and unstable. This heart project emerged from a place of personal pain and struggle, where I experienced deep loss and felt extremely vulnerable. Like life's journey, with its highs and lows, this session concluded with strength and confidence. Enjoy.
Sensibility is beautiful and not at all a weakness.
